Since childhood, Xixi has constantly strived to become the person her mother, relatives, teachers, friends, and lovers expect her to be. All these expectations have turned into self-imposed incantations, lingering in her mind and becoming shackles on her behavior and emotions. While longing to be loved, Xixi is also terrified of being disliked. She continuously uses words to restrain herself, stifling her true needs and emotions until she ultimately loses herself completely...